I've been laying awake for several nights composing two different posts, and this is the one that is being written.
I need to focus on other aspects of my life in blogging right now. The emotional stakes right now are too high to continue in posting about fertility.
I thought I could stick it out and told myself that I should, but I just can't.
I've learned a lot about positive thinking and about focusing on remembering that Heavenly Father is God and is more concerned about my family life than I often recognize. He places in our paths people and things and events that will contribute to our progression and is constantly mindful of our needs and wants (even when they aren't always the same).
I'm grateful today for the mercy He has shown me.